hello my blog whores....
damn things are getting crazy over here. blythe has been neutral since january about going out to the lezzie waterholes and meeting new women. ive stayed put, been in and out of emotional funks because i'm depressed about not having anyone special in my life. well goddamn can things get any stranger with me? who knows.....
a married chick with 2 kids has been on the prowl for me for about a week now, and i swear to you guys i didn't make the first move contrary to popular belief lol.. she's way cute and sweet but... she's married. what the hell. so that makes me a bit sad. and it pisses me off lol. then theres this other chick from eureka... waaaayyy up northern cali..... that's recently separated. thats 2 strikes. what the fuck is it with me attracting married chicks? ive done it once before and its not fucking pretty, dude. its alot of trouble and unecessary pain. and with my karma i'm always the one who ends up getting fucked, and not in a good way lolol!!!! married chicks... please stay away from me. you will charm your way into my heart, do everything in your power to fuck with my mind and make me fall in love with you, and when things get pretty intense and too real for your confused asses, you will do everything in your power to push me away, break my heart and make me out to be the bad bitch. save me the drama, and co-payments to my therapy sessions for anti-depressants. you selfish douche bags.. FUCK YOU ALL!!!!
that felt great... who wants to join me at Bare Elegance for some boobie action??? first lap dance is on me!!!

sorry i dont have much to say tonight, being a lezzie is hard work and someone has to do it lol. i'm thinking about quitting the gay thing. its just not me anymore, no one loves me. 2006 is all about men!
who dress like women....
women are hot!
i miss women

...... yep, i'm back on women.
CLEIGHTEN, SHE'S A TOTAL C.I.W.T.F.
it's carolyn murphy, and i want to do her. i'm buying the sports illustrated swimsuit issue tomorrow, she's so damn hot. kinda looks like my ex g/f.