hey cleighten!!

since you seem to be the only one keeping up with my blog nowadays im gonna start off every entry with personal greetings to you lol....  i dont blame no one else bothering to coming in here anymore.... cuz I DONT EVEN COME HERE ANYMORE LOLOLOL!!!!!  hahaha, im such a bitch. i swear i dont ignore this shit on purpose im just really busy with work. apparently our genius of a general manager decides to lay off our accounting clerk and now all our freight bills and quotes for carriers are sitting there piled up to high heavens. and guess who he tried to get to help out?... yeah that's right, yours truly. i said well if i dont see a difference in my paycheck for this, then i cant and wont help you out. he said he wasn't sure about a raise right now, so i said i couldnt help. and besides i'm  a client rep. my responsibilities have no fucking relation to accounting. training for 2 weeks wont make me magically learn everything there is to know about billing. you need at least 3-4 years of experience and a degree for that shit you fucking waste of skin manager!! you should be stabbed in the eye with a really hot french fry, you dumb fuck.

anyway enough of that...... tomorrows the big game!! and the steelers are going back to pittsburgh with their hopes of a superbowl ring crushed all the way down to the pits of hell because THEYRE GONNA LOSE!! yeah that's right i said that shit. the seahawks are gonna come down hard on them. hmm, that sounded kinda homo-erotic. but yeah, seahawks all the way.

speaking of homos, there was this really cute guy at a burger joint the other week. i asked for a cheeseburger special and a chicken salad. both not for me of course.... i'm down 8 lbs. yey! anyway he gives me the bag of food and i start to walk away when he says, "wait miss!... you forgot your napkins and hot peppers..." he was so gorgeous, you guys.... so im tryin to be all cute and i start to giggle and toss my hair to the side lolol... yeah, so gay i know... and i open the bag, he puts the stuff in and i said thank you.. he smiles back, winks and says..."you're welcome, cutie... have a nice day".   yeah, Blythe's heart skipped a beat. and that never happens. i drive back to my friend's house and tell her what happened, and she begins to describe the guy. greenish eyes, tall, soft brown wavy hair..... ummm, he's gay, Blythe. i said what the hell, no he's not. she said she's seen him and some other guy walking out of the gym one night, and when they got to their car they started making out. what are the odds of that?

so it looks like its gonna be another lonely valentines year for me. im starting to lose the hope of finding that certain someone who's going to make me feel like i'm the only one they'll ever need. i remember that feeling too, it was so awesome i've never felt that alive before in my life. they say good things come to those who wait. but my patience has been a bit short the past 2 years. aside from my sometimes perverse humor and strong personality i'm really a nice person, and one hell of a devoted girlfriend if i do say so myself. oh well...... showtime after dark is pretty understanding. see ya later cleighten!!!

and to my other blog buddies out there. stacey, kai, mary (where the fuck are you girl?? havent posted since halloween!!!), and eveyrone else i havent mentioned..... i miss you kids so much... peace out....

So this begs a question.... Are you a part time lesbian??? Screw the super bowl.. If the Patriots (LOL I just noticed the irony) aren't playing then the world is a dark day indeed. BTW I dunno what happened to your message.. The fridge thing was cool, but it started going retarded.. So I chucked it.. Glad you liked my riciwtf pic.. I'd strap a boat motor on her ass and ride her into town!! Sorry to hear about your work woes.. Same shit different day huh? Always trying to get something more for nothing.. I'm trying to get the manager spot at work.. keep your fingers crossed for me. Talk to you later girlie.. Don't lose heart, if you don't find love.. love will find you!

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